Things that are...

Better: I have energy. I am happy. I actually like life again. I even love my husband. ;) My period is (so far) about 1/2 the intensity it used to be, on all levels, pain, bleeding, emotional wreckage. Maybe less than half, but I'll allow some wiggle room.

The same: the pain in my lower left abdomen is back. I think I did something to reinjure it, and my pain by evening time most days is pretty awesome.

Worse: um... Nothing??

I haven't written anything in a while, I've been crazy busy, working full time, finishing up my last school reports, running around on the weekends doing all sorta of craziness, buying new cars, getting ready to move (into a bigger house), and basically enjoying life. The kids are at their dad's for the summer, and I can't say I'm not loving the break. Just me and Jish, and no guilt if we skip out for happy hour and don't come back til after karaoke is over.

I'm doing archaeology surveys for the forest service, and I really enjoy tromping around the forest by myself, except on says like today, when it's pouring down rain. I'm sitting in the car - hoping to wait it out... Not really confident that the sun will reappear.

The job dilemma is still that. Neither Josh nor I have nailed down anything decisively, still a lot up in the air, but since we decided to stay in Bend I have a pretty solid feeling at least. I'm not worried. I'm sad Josh has to keep building for now, but I know things will work themselves out.

I think I'm almost ready for a fire dispatch, which is good since things are starting to heat up...

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The Everybodyfields - Lonely Anywhere

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